Wondering if someony will read this...

And after all this time...

i still don't know why i ... created this blog, i hardly con bring a word form my brain to my mouth, so takes even more to come to my hands........ lately i have been in a weird mood i don't feel like myself, i'm loosing so much, i have been looking for ways to get a new "destiny" in another place, i have realized is toooooo hard and maybe not worth and after the rumor of The Cure playing at my hometown are coming ...mmmm i think if this could be the final reason to go back, again today i thought that i was gonna have a huge post but im not that good talking....mmm writing about myself again I have been listening to " A Boy I Never Knew"in my opinion the best song made by The Cure in the past 10 years....at least, i still remember the first night tyey played it alive... i was in the front row just infront of Robert... and i still remember how after that concert when i ahd the chance to talk for a few minutes with him.... he told me how hard was to finally bring out that song... it brought back many wounds that wont heel, in some way i feel the same now, waiting for something... i wish i knew what am i waiting for???

Imagining

And... as i said the main reason of this blog is The Cure,

not only the music, because the reasons that make me love it...

are beyond the sounds and images...

but in the time i find a way to explain my devotion

here is an image of the beginng...

A Night Like This...

This Blog starts with this words...

and honestly i dont know exactly

what i want with this,

im not sure if i want many

visitors or just a lonely place to write...